whining post

AWHHHHHHHHHH if theres PMS for man, i am having it right now. makes me feel dont know what am i...Human lolz.

Mooddyyyyy swing like shites... my room is a mess.... so is my life! eff.
my eyelid feels heavy, my nose is 1 blocked. My mind couldnt be more messier, so to my throat that might probably get even sore if i dont sleep early tonight.. whats more, owh yeah, forever whining biatch i am, keep preparing for the future but neglected the very moment of now.
always dreaming of success but lazy of making it happens...
and is there only success that will makes our essential and substantial ? hmm i guess so, cant we just live a normal life? as normal i mean you dont have to work hard, but just work, other than job there is still family, friends or even communities. cant i just be the man who are great in all these social circle, but i guess not. for the world has live the way we should, we should not defy it, but change the world within ourselves and live the way the world live. aikzzz i know these wisdom words but i just cant be like it.

All the good things come to an end.

This is how we end.

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It seems to be ....

It seems to be

my family problem has more impact than i have expected...

For so long, i have only keep it very bottom of my heart, completely neglect its impact on me..

until today.

It seems to be

Somehow eventually all of us will have unlucky time in his life.

It seems to be

You will find there are more people are way more unlucky than you

I am quite shock to know that one of my friend had same family problem as mine.

And the conversation was so unexpected, never thought of it to turn out this way; "Touching"

I am Sorry and I am hurt

I am sorry.

I have not done my best to keep you

I have not done enough to reach you

I have not done enough to be with you

but i had really enough

of you.

Sorry.

Your ignorance and arrogant

dare me not to talk to you.

I am hurt.

It is because you are more than my partner.

Not just partner i have lose,

but my only friend, the 1 that i can express all of me

Niaeece

Okkay, i don't have anything to blog, but i do have a nice song to share. it sorts of convey my feeling now.

Here it is

Tell me where am I supposed to go?
And who am I supposed to believe.
If only you knew what I knew.
Then you could see just what I see.

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

You say I look fine, if only you knew what's on my mind.
You'd see a whole different sign, I couldn't show you even if I tried.
I must have got lost in time when I found out I was only free to be, where ever I want to be.

Some say I'm out of sight, how I run and that we're all so blind.
If you could open up your eyes, you could see what I couldn't describe.
And then, you'd see the signs, and then your soul would be set free, and then you'd be released.

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

Tell me where am I supposed to go.
And who am I supposed to believe.
If only you knew what I knew.
Then you could see. (Hey)

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

And I'm terrified, like I've seen a UFO.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

(I go)
(A UFO)
(And I'm so tired of hiding, I've been running, I've been trying, to get away, to get away)

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

Positively

If positive thoughts can drive away all your unlucky faith,
then today will be the day i needed it the most.

Starts a day with a person who have issue with my attitude. "your design is okkay, but there is 1 thing i don't like, your attitude" she said

Hmm...
Lucky i had my law classes. If not i would have been made a lot of statement which will bring down your profession. I wonder what i can do about you -_-

And then some really fucktarded person draw my car with marker pen? WTF are you thinking ? Don't let me found out who you are! IT WILL NOT ONLY a 8 on your car!

Phew...
chill....
chill chilchilchil
...

and i m hit by a ball on my face -_-
this time really IN YOUR FACE! aha ! karma ! luckily it is a soft throw,
if not i wouldnt have been typing my blog here. Or maybe i exaggerated a little bit

i need this positive thoughts to keep my mind sane

saneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Whhhhhaaaaat a day -_-

aduhhhh wat is happening to me

i m sad -_-

please lah all of u! KANASAI ah all of yuall !