Tuesday, December 14, 2010

I am Sorry and I am hurt

I am sorry.

I have not done my best to keep you

I have not done enough to reach you

I have not done enough to be with you

but i had really enough

of you.

Sorry.

Your ignorance and arrogant

dare me not to talk to you.

I am hurt.

It is because you are more than my partner.

Not just partner i have lose,

but my only friend, the 1 that i can express all of me

Monday, December 13, 2010

Niaeece

Okkay, i don't have anything to blog, but i do have a nice song to share. it sorts of convey my feeling now.

Here it is

Tell me where am I supposed to go?
And who am I supposed to believe.
If only you knew what I knew.
Then you could see just what I see.

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

You say I look fine, if only you knew what's on my mind.
You'd see a whole different sign, I couldn't show you even if I tried.
I must have got lost in time when I found out I was only free to be, where ever I want to be.

Some say I'm out of sight, how I run and that we're all so blind.
If you could open up your eyes, you could see what I couldn't describe.
And then, you'd see the signs, and then your soul would be set free, and then you'd be released.

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

Tell me where am I supposed to go.
And who am I supposed to believe.
If only you knew what I knew.
Then you could see. (Hey)

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

And I'm terrified, like I've seen a UFO.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

(I go)
(A UFO)
(And I'm so tired of hiding, I've been running, I've been trying, to get away, to get away)

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Positively

If positive thoughts can drive away all your unlucky faith,
then today will be the day i needed it the most.

Starts a day with a person who have issue with my attitude. "your design is okkay, but there is 1 thing i don't like, your attitude" she said

Hmm...
Lucky i had my law classes. If not i would have been made a lot of statement which will bring down your profession. I wonder what i can do about you -_-

And then some really fucktarded person draw my car with marker pen? WTF are you thinking ? Don't let me found out who you are! IT WILL NOT ONLY a 8 on your car!

Phew...
chill....
chill chilchilchil
...

and i m hit by a ball on my face -_-
this time really IN YOUR FACE! aha ! karma ! luckily it is a soft throw,
if not i wouldnt have been typing my blog here. Or maybe i exaggerated a little bit

i need this positive thoughts to keep my mind sane

saneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Whhhhhaaaaat a day -_-

aduhhhh wat is happening to me

i m sad -_-

please lah all of u! KANASAI ah all of yuall !