I am Sorry and I am hurt

I am sorry.

I have not done my best to keep you

I have not done enough to reach you

I have not done enough to be with you

but i had really enough

of you.

Sorry.

Your ignorance and arrogant

dare me not to talk to you.

I am hurt.

It is because you are more than my partner.

Not just partner i have lose,

but my only friend, the 1 that i can express all of me

Niaeece

Okkay, i don't have anything to blog, but i do have a nice song to share. it sorts of convey my feeling now.

Here it is

Tell me where am I supposed to go?
And who am I supposed to believe.
If only you knew what I knew.
Then you could see just what I see.

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

You say I look fine, if only you knew what's on my mind.
You'd see a whole different sign, I couldn't show you even if I tried.
I must have got lost in time when I found out I was only free to be, where ever I want to be.

Some say I'm out of sight, how I run and that we're all so blind.
If you could open up your eyes, you could see what I couldn't describe.
And then, you'd see the signs, and then your soul would be set free, and then you'd be released.

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

Tell me where am I supposed to go.
And who am I supposed to believe.
If only you knew what I knew.
Then you could see. (Hey)

[Chorus:]
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

And I'm terrified, like I've seen a UFO.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

(I go)
(A UFO)
(And I'm so tired of hiding, I've been running, I've been trying, to get away, to get away)

So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go.
Cause everything ain't what I used to know.
And I try to hide, but I just can't hide no more.
There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.

Positively

If positive thoughts can drive away all your unlucky faith,
then today will be the day i needed it the most.

Starts a day with a person who have issue with my attitude. "your design is okkay, but there is 1 thing i don't like, your attitude" she said

Hmm...
Lucky i had my law classes. If not i would have been made a lot of statement which will bring down your profession. I wonder what i can do about you -_-

And then some really fucktarded person draw my car with marker pen? WTF are you thinking ? Don't let me found out who you are! IT WILL NOT ONLY a 8 on your car!

Phew...
chill....
chill chilchilchil
...

and i m hit by a ball on my face -_-
this time really IN YOUR FACE! aha ! karma ! luckily it is a soft throw,
if not i wouldnt have been typing my blog here. Or maybe i exaggerated a little bit

i need this positive thoughts to keep my mind sane

saneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Whhhhhaaaaat a day -_-

aduhhhh wat is happening to me

i m sad -_-

please lah all of u! KANASAI ah all of yuall !

lost and found

never thought of this could happen. i found my old blog.
hah i m happy, by reading thru my old post.
it is like time traveling back to those times, good times bad times all together n giving me a mixture of feelings.
looking back to these times, it is funny to find that
how and why would we felt that, the way we feel at that time.
it is just so different now...
hahaa then i realized, i am all grown up now.
i learn t that everything in life is not prominent.
nothing last forever.
it might sound sad but actually it is not.
knowing this facts makes me appreciate everything...
okkay i am getting sentimental.

hmmmm i feel fine overall... and i love goin oldtown,
this is mainly because i always got a souvenir when i get there.